Good morning, doubt and indecision!Each day, when sitting down to calm my mind and try to connect during this practice, I can say one thing for sure: I succeed at immediately thinking of all the ways I can't or won't connect; all the ways that will go wrong. I'm too tired today. I'm too stressed. I don't have much time. I felt rushed or pressured. I'm not "good" at this — the first few days were flukes. I have blockages that I will never get over. This is something that others can do, not me. This is a dream I may realize way into the future, but certainly not now. I think a lot of beginners go through this form of low self-esteem or lack of confidence or negative self-talk. I've never been big on affirmations, but I can see how reciting some of them could be helpful to start things off in a more positive state of mind. I mention this in case it seems like I am one of those naturals at this animal communication thing. Based on the conversations I am having during this Challenge, it's a logical conclusion. Just not true. I have struggled long and hard to open to my psychic, telepathic abilities. Up until now, it feels like I've gotten almost nowhere. I still have a long way to go. But some kind of magic is definitely starting to happen here! Elephants and Earth Frequencies.Today, I listened to Solfeggio Frequencies which are supposed to be mimicking Earth's vibration and are said to be able to clear your third eye and remove negative blocks. I didn't feel anything special, though it sounds nice. Partway through, I wondered who I would try to connect with today. Maybe I should have decided that beforehand, so as not to have to interrupt my meditative state to go searching for photos. Instead, I focused on my third eye and the image of an elephant appeared. I wasn't sure if it was coming to talk to me or just to remind me of something. I think that one, because I immediately remembered recently reading about how elephants connect with the earth through "drumming." They use their feet to create methodic rhythms as a herd. Maybe that's the same effect this solfeggio is having. The story you are about to read is true. |
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